Monday, October 19, 2009

Not What I Want

So I realized how to explain how I'm feeling today. It reminds me of how I felt during the first week I was on disability back at the end of August. Not a very encouraging sign. I'm really hoping I can make it to work tomorrow.

Also, I left a message for the psychiatrist and haven't heard back. Fortunately, I've been corresponding with a friend, via e-mail, that has been through depression in the past. The more I talk to people about it, the more common I find depression to be. It doesn't help my situation, but at least I'm realizing I'm not the only one that has been through this.

My mother-in-law never disturbed me when she was over here with the girls while Traci was at DCA with some friends. Traci didn't even realize I was home until she took the girls outside after dropping her mom off at home.